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Esther 4:14 

Mon Ami, you were called for such a time as this. 

When he led you through the tunnel, he already had a way out for you , even though it may not have seemed so, do not allow all of your hard work go in vain.

It's been a while since I felt like this, anxiety and fear, fear of mistakes and “missing” what the Lord has promised me, though I have not been perfect, I know who I am, and what I was called to do. Every day, the pieces come together as to why he has me going on this journey, this life is bigger than me, this love is bigger than me. I post when God tells me to post, but honestly, I have been distracted which led me into a spiral of attacks. In the midst of the distractions, God kept showing me the number 414 literally everywhere, from license plate numbers to random places having the number, to me looking at my phone at that exact same time. When you know God is trying to show you something, you just know. 

Seeing 414 at a time where I was slacking spiritually was simply reminding me of the fighter I am in him, I could hear him telling me “ Raylyn, you were called for right now, do not allow the enemy to break you down right before your breakthrough, now is the time, fight back!”

Seeing those numbers allowed me to get back to my father, and not in a “new age” way, in a way that brings me peace sourced directly from him, and comfort to make it out of the storm. 

Now, it is not always comfortable admitting that you made a mistake, but I couldn't allow my mistakes to cause anymore distance between my father and I. I could not live with myself if I did not reciprocate the love that God has given me. Lord I’m here, and I’m willing, Im EMPTY. And I am not giving up! 

The word has nothing to offer us friends, the world is searching for a love that you are connected to, and if you are not yet connected to that love, please reach out to me. 

You are called for such a time as this, I will not miss what God has for me, In Jesus name, Amen.